Asleep

Shadowy images.  Flashes of memory.  Foggy, dreamlike, tendrils of thought.  My childhood memories are a mixture of half remembered events, imagined stories and dreams.  My dreams and fantasies and nightmares have always gotten tangled up in my reality.  Have I spent my life half asleep?  Smoky, shimmery, surreal, illusions.  Mirage, hazy, gray.